Lettin it go, keep up the Spirit

This is the battle. We must win it till the end. We are living to the fullest and for the Highest. We shall not live in fear and regret but in courage and passion instead. Believe yourself and let not others belittle you, above all, believe God. There is peace and freedom in Him. He makes everything in our life in order and good.

Romans 8:28-29 (NIV) 28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.

It’s not everything it seems - the world and its dreams
Slipping like water through my hands tonight
All the things I thought would fill me up inside
Left me empty here - and now I know why

All along I was looking for something else
You’re something else
All along I was looking for something more
You’re so much more
I finally found what I could never see before
You’ve always been the one that I was looking for

All of my castles in the sand - washed away again
And I'm left back where I began tonight
The only thing that can ever fill me up
Has been right in front of me all the time

Bridge:
I won't miss you - I won't miss you this time
I say I want you - yeah I want you in my life




so sweet isn't the lyrics above?especially the first verse...

Two Hands

What can we do with our two hands?i realize this, we all have a limited sources, time, energy, and it is just right for us to use the two hands as best as we can, achieving something, become better each day and fullfil our life in more meaningful things. Above all, we have to be happy and contented, proud of our life, the only way we can bring more impact to our little tiny surroundings, love a little more.

Sorry, sometimes i am just too lazy to elaborate my thought and use this phrases..i remember when i was young and without money, do not know yet what to do neither what to be, only have dreams and time to kill, tough i still have the dreams up to now..Now it's all jsut happening...O Lord..I keep running on to You..i feel that He is around always, my heart comes under and i keep running on to You coz i have nowhere else..I wanna scream but there's no sound, i am still fighting now..Can you pull me out, reach down and pull me out.

Not a moment too soon You will be my rescue
But tell me how long will it take?

I am moved by love, without love i am dead though i am still breathing, without love, i am a dead man, feel blue about everything and wont never be satisfied by anything, i will want more and more and more, like the depth of the ocean, never ending perhaps even until i am died and my body ceased away.

'shine' by Salvador

I woke up to another day
Another day to celebrate
Your beauty and Your mystery, it’s more than any eye can see
I’m not the man I was before
With You, my life is so much more
Break the chains and open doors to a world I can't ignore

Lord let me shine, shine like the moon
A reflection of You in all that I do
Lord let me be a light for Your truth
Light of the world, I wanna be used to shine for You

As simple as a passing smile
Or listening a little while
To someone that's convinced that they are in this all alone
Here's my chance to share the news
To introduce the good that's You
Here You go again, You never cease to blow my mind

Lord let me shine, shine like the moon
A reflection of You in all that I do
Lord let me be a light for Your truth
Light of the world, I wanna be used to shine for You

You're the love that we all need
You lift us up to our feet
You hold the key to eternity
The King of Kings alive in me.

I am extraordinarily blessed and satisfied, contented now that i am redeemed and loved, and now i love you..;)

it has been quite some time since my last post in this blog, sadly tonite i am writing this coz i have severe headache and cant sleep, i had a pill of paracetamol but it may have no effect over my body:(

my hope for now is that i am able to be with people who really love me, i need an environment that is good and friendly.. in this sickess i suffer, the more i realize i am alone and i simply cant stand to live my life alone; what a spoiled girl i am! 

now i get this kind of disturbia (including my headache) and i have no wonder why one of my friend who left his comment in this blog said that this is a very sad blog that i wrote..very pathetic isnt it..

this should be the last blog i wrote in a 'sad' environment..trust me for this..i ll write something nice and happy next time!

Lord help me getting thru what i have to walk on

Give me strength and courage and passion and patience

Let me by yourside forever Holding me always

I want to be with You forever, make my soul rejoice because of Your kindness

Thank you

My fave music from Fave CCM singer;)Jaci Velasquez

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1FZQDy4Tzk&feature=related

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
You might say a little righteous and too proud
I was looking for a way to compromise
Thinking maybe I could work things out
I thought I had all the answers Never givin' in
But You loved me all along And I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without You
I'm not gonna lie I could never be strong without You
I need You by my side
If I ever thought we'd never be together
'Cause of all my foolish pride
Don't know what I'd doI'm lost without You
I keep tryin' to find my way But all I know is I'm lost without You
I keep tryin' to face the day But I'm lost without You
You're the only one who gets rid of these blues
When I fall, You'll catch me every time
The way You give me clarity when I'm confused
Just to hear Your voice can ease my mind
Oh, my world's so cold at night
When I wander far away
Only You can make it right
No, I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without You
I'm not gonna lie (I will not lie) I could never be strong without You
I need You by my side
If I ever thought we'd never be together
'Cause of all my foolish pride Don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without You
I keep tryin' to find my way But all I know is I'm lost without You
I keep tryin' to face the day
But I'm lost without YouI know that You can hear me now
You make the pain just go away
Stop all the tears from running down my face
All I know is I'm lost without You
I'm not gonna lieI could never be strong without You
I need You by my sideIf I ever thought we'd never be together
'Cause of all my foolish pride
Don't know what I'd lost without You
I keep tryin' to find my way
But all I know is I'm lost without You
I keep tryin' to face the dayBut I'm lost without You